July 17th, 2008 / 2 Comments » / by អេដា
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red
I feel very lonely when I’m looking to the moonlight
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead
I lift my lids and all is born again.
I fancied you’d return the way you said
My heart was lost on a distant planet
That whirls around the July moon
Whirling in an arc of sadness
Though all my kingdoms turn to sand and fall into the sea
I’m mad about you, I’m mad about you
July 14th, 2008 / 24 Comments » / by អេដា
A sad short story about a man who waited too long. True love was right under his nose all along but he was so busy searching for it, he actually missed it totally.
There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.
Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back.
That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy.
The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life….. still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend’s party alone. “Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?”, asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend’s queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ….. not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn’t feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across
the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.
“Hi……how are you? Enjoying the party?” the girl asked.
“Sure…..yeah!”, he replied.
She was slightly tipsy….. must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
“Why…? Don’t you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?” Then he answered, “No, there is no need for that anymore……”
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, “Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven’t been searching for one for the past years, right?” The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, “Yes……you are right! I haven’t been looking for anyone for the past years.”
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was…..the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes…..perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore….. For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through……precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods…!! How he hated himself….for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.
Time is too slow for those who wait… 
Too swift for those who fear…
Too long for those who grief…
Too short for those who rejoice But for those who love…
Time is Eternity
The moral of this story is TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE…..
July 14th, 2008 / 8 Comments » / by អេដា
Last saturday i went to Soriya mall. just looking for DVD…i want to find part 2 of one movie i used to watch before….i don’t remember the tittle but i do remember the actor and actress face ( it korean movie but owner of those shop don’t know what i’m looking for …poor me)
I’m ready to leave the shop…i heard someone call my name chharda….i turn my back and look to that guy but i don’t know who is him…and i think mabye i confuss the sound from somewhere ….i start to walk out again ….he call me again…at this time i ask him …did you know me ? he said yes…i start to look at him again and again…but i still can’t recognize him….so he introduce me his name …eh…i remember now…he is someone i know before ( almost 8 year i never seen him )….
He invite me for drink coke….and he ask me …where do i live now?did you married yet ? or did you had a boyfriend now?i’m reject for all question…just smile only….ok am going home ,bye…he said ok..have a good weekend…
I never think i could meet him again …
July 10th, 2008 / 17 Comments » / by អេដា
My blog was down for a couple week,because i got problem with my Visa card,now could be fine but i feel very upset because i lost my files ( 2month and about 13 post). i did not backup any data after i post in my blog.I am very sorry for everyone who gave me a comment for those posting.
1.Last time to talk about you ( 23 day ago)… It Talk about someone i love and i used to waitting him came back to me but now am decide to erase my memories erase everything….and let myself freedom again .
2. How was i born (23 day ago)…it a joke ,
3. 15mn 2 Problem (26 day ago) …It accident and Crime
4. Home sweet home at sweden (31 day ago)…. i do miss my home at sweden i miss my rokie( my puppy)…i miss the smell of perfum and foods
5. My First Day ( 35day ago)….. the first day i work with Maries Stopes International Cambodia…i meet new friends and had such as wonderful boss…Am glad to be here
6. My last day at Siem Reap (31 day ago)….I miss Siem Reap…my wonderful land…. i hope i can go there again soon….
7. I Miss you ( 45day ago) …Eveytimes i miss you even sleep i still see you in my dream..but you don’t know how much i love you …and need you ….
8. Clogger meet up II ( 46day ago)
9. Internet Party ( 46day ago) …meet new friends from other blog at Sovanna mall
10. Meet young blogger Rachna (47 day ago)…my cute little girl Rachna…. i do like her so much and also her twin sister Rachny , cute cute nas
11. Will You join Internet party? (47 day ago)
12. Life is so complicating ( 50day ago )….am feel missing u too much …why you leave me…please came back to me…..
13. Me To You ( 53 day ago )…At this time i am at Kep again…i miss you lots… i miss the time we walk on the beach…i miss the time you hold my hands… i miss everything from you …i love you Honey
Well that what i lost for my posting and i hope you forgive me .
i will start the new posting soon ,
somehow, i hope you will get back to visit me again,
Thanks,
Ada
May 8th, 2008 / 5 Comments » / by អេដា
Happy Mother’s Day to my dear Mum,
Author of my personality:
Pleased, I hope, with what you read in me;
Pleased, I hope, with episodes to come.
Yet now I, too, would get some pleasure from
Making you the book in which I see,
Of all the players in my family,
The central character, whom I would plumb.
How beautiful to move in that direction!
Each to each a separate source of pleasure,
Reading in the other’s happiness,
‘Mid much description, underlying love.
So would we deepen the connection,
Discovering new passages to treasure
As we follow time towards tenderness,
Yearning for what years unread will prove
Ps: did u guys had any plan this sunday ? take mum out for dinner ?
May 8th, 2008 / 1 Comment » / by អេដា
A middle aged woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital.While on the operating table, she had a near death experience.
Seeing God, she asked, ” Is my time up?”
God said, “No, you have another
43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live.”
Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift,
brow lift, lip enhancement, boob job, lipo-suction, and a tummy tuck.
After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While crossing the
street on her way home, she was hit and killed by a car.
Arriving in front of God, she demanded, “I thought you said I had another 40
years? Why didn’t you pull me out of the path of the car?”
God replied, “Girl, I didn’t even recognize you!”
May 8th, 2008 / 6 Comments » / by អេដា
can u help me telling me the best side for download theme?
all themes i had install is not fix at all . some look good but cant accepted the old comment .
some can accepted all comment but look not good …
plz help me by give me a link for download ok ,
Regard ,
chharda
Nobody Can't Go Back And Start A New Beginning But Anyone Can Start Today And Make A New Ending.
ស្រីភា on Treasure what you have…
អេដា on Treasure what you have…
Chan on Treasure what you have…
icebreaker on I’m Mad about youអេដា on Treasure what you have…
Barbie on I’m Mad about youBarbie on Treasure what you have…ស្រីភា on Treasure what you have…អេដាសំរាប់អ្នក on Treasure what you have…
Vuth on Treasure what you have…
